August 5, 2010
Song of the day...
* Coffee break- Forever the Sickest Kids
If I had the talent to write a good song today this would be it. This song really fits me today and well most of the week. Needing a break from the world, people, and just taking time to breath and think if only for a few minutes. Suprisingly out of this song this verse kinda stuck out to me today "And my mom hates my guts, She has every reason to, From all the things I do, And it breaks me just to know, That I have torn her apart so many times, So many times". Sometimes I live my life just thinking about how it will effect the people around me and what they will think or feel. My mom just wants the best for me and for me to be happy. I don't mean to but I catch myself trying to be who she wants me to because I hate tearing her apart. But it goes back to she just wants me to be happy. Dumb cycle that seems to happen a lot in my life. And if I don't tell her the truth well she knows because mom's always know things. So mom if you ever read this I'm sorry for causing you pain either by what I do or by what I don't tell you. I do love you oh and I don't think you hate my guts that's just how the song goes. Anyways the part about overcommiting myself seems like a good name to a song I might write in the future. As much as I don't have much to commit myself to what I have I feel like I made those choices without thinking sometimes and therefore I have the feeling of overcommiting myself.
I'm two cups into my coffee break
I'm sitting alone in the cafe front way
Reading all by myself
I'm Turning my cell off just to breathe
'Cause everyone I know just keeps calling me
And I just need a little time
Cause I've over committed myself
I guess this is growing up
I'm sleeping so little these days
I guess this is growing up
I'm feeling things are about to change
I'm guessing this is growing up
Yeah, I'm guessing this is growing up
And my mom hates my guts
She has every reason to
From all the things I do
And it breaks me just to know
That I have torn her apart so many times
So many times
Cause I've over committed myself
I guess this is growing up
I'm sleeping so little these days.
I guess this is growing up
I'm feeling things are about to change
I'm guessing this is growing up
Oh I'm guessing this is growing up
I don't wanna change, I wanna stay right where I lay
Eyes closed, head down on the pillow,
Better change, before it's too late,
I'm guessing this is growing up...
Now I'm done with my coffee break
I turn on my phone
Now that I've grown up
Songs that have been on my mind lately for the past week or more.
If I had the talent to write a good song today this would be it. This song really fits me today and well most of the week. Needing a break from the world, people, and just taking time to breath and think if only for a few minutes. Suprisingly out of this song this verse kinda stuck out to me today "And my mom hates my guts, She has every reason to, From all the things I do, And it breaks me just to know, That I have torn her apart so many times, So many times". Sometimes I live my life just thinking about how it will effect the people around me and what they will think or feel. My mom just wants the best for me and for me to be happy. I don't mean to but I catch myself trying to be who she wants me to because I hate tearing her apart. But it goes back to she just wants me to be happy. Dumb cycle that seems to happen a lot in my life. And if I don't tell her the truth well she knows because mom's always know things. So mom if you ever read this I'm sorry for causing you pain either by what I do or by what I don't tell you. I do love you oh and I don't think you hate my guts that's just how the song goes. Anyways the part about overcommiting myself seems like a good name to a song I might write in the future. As much as I don't have much to commit myself to what I have I feel like I made those choices without thinking sometimes and therefore I have the feeling of overcommiting myself.
I'm two cups into my coffee break
I'm sitting alone in the cafe front way
Reading all by myself
I'm Turning my cell off just to breathe
'Cause everyone I know just keeps calling me
And I just need a little time
Cause I've over committed myself
I guess this is growing up
I'm sleeping so little these days
I guess this is growing up
I'm feeling things are about to change
I'm guessing this is growing up
Yeah, I'm guessing this is growing up
And my mom hates my guts
She has every reason to
From all the things I do
And it breaks me just to know
That I have torn her apart so many times
So many times
Cause I've over committed myself
I guess this is growing up
I'm sleeping so little these days.
I guess this is growing up
I'm feeling things are about to change
I'm guessing this is growing up
Oh I'm guessing this is growing up
I don't wanna change, I wanna stay right where I lay
Eyes closed, head down on the pillow,
Better change, before it's too late,
I'm guessing this is growing up...
Now I'm done with my coffee break
I turn on my phone
Now that I've grown up
Songs that have been on my mind lately for the past week or more.
Songs of the week...
* Phone call away- Forever the Sickest Kids
* Somebody to talk to- The Providence
* 2 much love for 1 women- The High Court
* Right as rain- Tokyo Rose
* I want to know your plans- Say Anything
* Work- Jimmy Eat World
* The Conversation- Motion City Soundtrack
* The run away- Cartel
* If I fail- Cartel
Bands of the Month...
-The Providence
-Forever the Sickest Kids
-Say Anything
-Cartel
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