Change Is Good ( also listen too Your not alone by Saosin)

Song of the day...

* Image of the Invisible- Thrice

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UbAjxltPmuI&feature=channel

(Music video is ok but mainly posted this because of the good quality of the music)

I souly chose this song today because it brings memories from years ago... good, and some bad, and also slightly life changing in a small way. Just basically reminds me a point in time a long time ago. Haha I guess more reminds me of a person that happen to bring change to my life right at the right time nothing really ends up happily ever after but that's not the point. The point is but I just needed that change.

Rebecca ramble....

Most people are afraid of change. I love change. If you don't like what you have or what your doing then change why not, if it doesn't work out change again. Learn what you need to change and what to change and change it to build and mend what you want. Sure people make mistakes when in the process of making changes and may change something that they later might regret. But you shouldn't regret it just be more aware for the next time your about to do something similar and learn from it. Without that mistake how would you grow to who you are now to be able to make a better choice the next time around. So many changes have been happening around me because well I wasn't happy and right now I'm trying to figure out what does make me happy. I took a lot of U-turns, and I get lost along the way but that's part of the adventure and if you know me I always get lost literally. But the jest of it is right now I am truly content. I don't necessarily know why. I must of done something right with all the changes I've made up to this point. I'll try to coast and make it last as long as I can till I get a little bored with whats going on around me (yes I have a short attention span) and then I'll take some other drastic route and get lost till I find what I want. 

I'd like to say I dont have any regrets which is almost fully true. I can't really think of any though that I wish I cut out of my life. Yes maybe somethings I wish to have done in a different order or a different way.  Life is a learning experience and yeah I've done a lot of things that avoiding would have been easier but now I know. I have a better idea of how to deal with situations, what to avoid, what to not let go of, what I really want, whats important and what just doesnt really even matter. I can see the bigger picture now, I like the big picture, I like real life, I like real people. I like having the choice to make mistakes and learn from them. I like experiencing full life. As much as it hurts to crash and burn it makes me who I am and want to be. I much rather be a person that can get up from a fall then one who just sat by and watched and stood on the side lines. Yes, sometimes its smarter to learn from others mistakes but I tend to take things in my own hands and learn for myself. If you know me you know that I don't like to listen to many people and have them tell me what to do just because they've experienced it and know the ending. Maybe I'm dumb and make things harder on myself I realize that, but I'm stubborn. I'd do the same thing if someone told me something about someone I'd never met. I wouldnt judge anyone off of that one thing they might have heard. I'm doing to take the time to get to know what person for myself and build up my own opinion of them. You can't judge a book by its cover and every book has a different ending. I don't really know what I'm getting at by writing this. I think the point was I'm happy. I dont know why. My life is all twist and turns right now and yet some how it still all worked out and I'm at where I'm at and its good. The end. Its late and I ramble and I just made brownies at 2 am! Goodnight. 

Oh also right after I kinda dedicated this song of the day in memory of  time, a different friend reminded about this song that I like that I forgot about and I don't want to forget because its a great song. 

You're not Alone by Saosin

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tj0PtMZaWss&NR=1

(Music video is ok but mainly posted this because of the good quality of the music) 

Also good song Bury your head by Saosin. Video is pretty good of the band.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g9hNd54Nljk&feature=fvsr